Spent the whole day in Nilai today.went up last night to see my mom. she’s currently in the NCI Cancer Hospital in Nilai. it’s a beautiful place, for a hospital. would’ve taken some pics to put here, but everyone knows i don have a camera.

well, i suppose some people know my mom is sick, but i’ve never really been very specific. i’m gonna lay down the truth here, but bear in mind i don’t want any sympathy whatsoever. my family and i (mom included) believe in God’s divine healing. And my mom will submit to God’s Will for her life. and all of us support her.

it’s been a day of much prayer. wellwishers came to see my mom too, encouraging her and keeping her spirits high. my relatives came, aunty yoke haye and uncle choong mun, anson, daniel, nicole and a few more took time off to come see her. my thanks and gratitude go out to all of u.

anyway i was going to explain her disease from a medical point of view but too tired lah. some other day. if ur reading this do keep praying for her. and may we give all the glory to Jesus.

What the..

there are only 3 things i’m worried/depressed about at the moment:

1. my mom’s deteriorating health

2. my incredibly zero finances

3. my emotional breakdowns

end of blog entry #3

Pain is Back!!!

my gosh i’m in tremendous physical pain!!!

i can’t move much, can’t walk properly and can’t bend to my left…

for those of u who don’t know, i’ve had a chronic back muscle injury for 7 years since i played competitive volleyball in high school. straining and jumping as high as i can for a spike and landing wrongly gave me the injury that fateful day. apparently a visit to an orthopedic specialist a couple weeks ago confirmed that it still hasn’t healed. it only hurts sometimes when i over strain myself, but nothing to serious as to render me immovable..

futsal was fine. never felt better. but yester day i went to UM to find my good ol macha, Anand Dave and played some basketball, a sport i’ve not played since graduating. everything was fine. i was in a team which had one man less so i was running like crazy, feeling fine….

then suddenly…it happened.

as i was changing direction i felt like the bottom of my spine seemed to detach itself. a bolt of pain shot through my back and felt immobilized. such a thing has never happened to me in my life before. i couldn’t freakin move!!i was so scared i thought i had a slipped disc..something i wasn’t ready to accept..c’mon i’m only 23 man!!

and so i became lame. hobbled to my car in pain and drove home. NGAI TI..changing gears by moving my feet would be accompanied by pain..i just had to grit my teeth all the way back to Cheras..

at home, i broke the news to Sam. he tested me and found that i could bend right, but not left, so he diagnosed me with aggravating the same old injury. needless to say, it was highly aggravated. crap man..

and so i look forward to this week without any strenous sports. oh, what a life without sports!!feel like a useless piece of trash with out sports…i hate injuries!!AAAHHHH!!!i dunno which is worse, spraining my ankle regularly or walking around like a 90 yr old man..

God please help me…can u pls just take away this persistent injury miraculously?hehehe..Amen.

Boring….

Boring lar….

and i dunno why, all these KL people gotta play futsal so late…just not used to it lar…

it’s like they play at 11am. 11AM!!!!can u believe it..so unlike kch where we play at 5.30 or 6 pm..when we still got energy…

11AM is when i sleep lar…

so when i play the next morning i sleep like the DEAD…THE DEAD…nothing can move or wake me…

but what to do?i love futsal. just seem to get so tired so easily when playing so late..

in fact my bro says there’s catabolism when we stay up so late. means we break down more protein instead of fat. which can lead to muscle loss.

MUSCLE LOSS.. MUSCLE LOSS!!!no wonder la..i never seem to grow..keep on breaking down only…CIS….

anyway gotta pray with my bro now…oh God help us…tell us what You want us to do..